As of today we have been without Lucas for one month.... it feels like a lifetime ago. I keep falling apart at my desk, I don't even know if I should be here.
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I'm sorry
Sunday was 6 months since we lost Q, and even though the grief still is consuming to me, it gets a little better.
DH and I talk a lot about how in some ways it seems like we lost him yesterday, and in other ways it feels like it has been so long. Either way, it sucks -
Oh gosh that sounds hard. I bet its nice to have the distraction of work at times, but maybe today you should head home early? be gentle with yourself mama
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So sorry
I agree maybe you should call it a day.
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Please do whatever makes you feel even a little bit better. It's okay to fall apart and it's okay to go home early.
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Big hugs
so very sorry again for your loss -
I'm just heartbroken for you and can't imagine what you are going through. I know the pain will never go away but I hope it gets easier somehow. He was such a beautiful baby and I know it must just kill you to not have him with you - it is so unfair. I'm so sorry you have to go through this. I'm just so sorry
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@Ms.Badger: I can only imagine.
I have gotten pretty "good" at steeling myself before going to Target, talking to a pregnant friend, etc. However, today, I went to the library to sign my students up for computer time until the end of the school year and March 5th was just staring me in the face, The thought that I won't have my baby just flooded in my head. There are many unexpected corners that the sadness hides behind. Luckily, lunch was right after that and I had the privacy of my empty classroom to cry it out.
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@simplyfelicity: I went to pick up tea from a local coffeehouse and a mom was there with her two boys, I know it's irrational but when I see that I don't understand why she gets two and I get none
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I wish I could give you a big hug
I can't imagine the pain you feel, but I know it's so completely unfair. I think about Lucas all the time. Even though he was gone way too soon, he made an impact on so many people. You're in my thoughts and prayers often
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Prayers
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I'm so sorry. You're so strong to be at work. Definitely call it a day if you want to go home and hide. I was a hermit for weeks after losing s.
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I'm so sorry! You've handled this with such grace. I'm sorry that you've had to be this strong.
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@Ms.Badger: Big, big hugs. I can't even imagine. Time goes by so fast, but then so slowly, at the same time.
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I'm so sorry... nobody should have to be as strong as you've been. I hope you were able to go home early today...
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Sending all you ladies lots of support.
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I got lunch with my husband, had a good cry and was able to finish out the day. I'm doing much better now. Everything has been arranged for his memorial next week and my dad went the extra mile to make sure the engraving for his site will be done in the for the memorial. Thanks everyone
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@Ms.Badger: Sending you love. I can't even imagine what you're going through.
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Hugs to you
I think about Lucas often and just can't imagine what you have been through. I'm glad you have your husband to lean on and help each other go through this.
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Yes today was awful. Half my team was laid off. It was hard but I'm sure nothing's compared to your day. Sorry for your the loss of your little angel.
I hope tomorrow will be easier.
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Sending
your way.
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@Ms.Badger:
I am glad you are feeling better and I hope tomorrow will be an easier day for you.
Sunday was 6 months since we lost Q, and even though the grief still is consuming to me, it gets a little better.
I agree maybe you should call it a day.
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