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@bibliolove My heart goes out to you. It's so hard when AF comes every month. It's why me and DH stopped trying for a couple months, just to save ourselves the disappointment.

@Bibliolove: Sorry to hear that! I remember being really disappointed in April with my temp drop and ultimately had a June baby. It'll work out! (Wine and friends are an excellent distraction).

@Bibliolove: it is really tough. Sending good vibes your way. I'm not sure how much I like temping in the 2WW, there's something about the temp drops that is so deflating.

Neg for me this am, although temp was up a little from my drop yesterday. I'm pretty sure I'm out, going to wait until Sunday to test again if AF doesn't show.

@Bibliolove: It can get really sad after a while. Be kind to yourself .

@MrsBrewer: lol with DD we hit o-2, o-1, and o. I was sure she would be a he.

It's all such a weird mindf*ck. I will POAS the week of the 22nd and of course I would be thrilled to get a positive.

But then there's this tiny bit of me that wants to be able to drink during Labor Day weekend, when my husband's and my baseball teams are going to a huge baseball tournament in rural West Virginia. Camping with 50 of our closest friends. And of course if I don't drink one beer in three days I'll start getting peppered with questions.

But then another part of me feels bad for even thinking that! For thinking about how I'd like to drink that weekend. It's such a minor sacrifice to make this dream of being parents come true. It makes me feel like an ass! And super selfish.

Of course if we got a positive then who knows how I would actually feel. Maybe I would totally forget about drinking because I would be so excited. It is so hard to speculate on how I'd feel because we've never gotten anything beyond a squinter w/ a CP.

@bizwitch: I totally get where you're coming from. Even though I really want to be pregnant, I feel a lot of conflicting emotions through each cycle. I think looking at those silver linings like your big event with friends is totally legitimate and healthy! I really wanted an April baby but the fact that it didn't happens means I won't have a ton of travel to deal with in the first tri, which is probably a good thing for me.

@Eko: err not sure... might see a shadow. do you have a pic that's in focus better?

@Eko: Maybe... But I can't tell if my eyes are playing tricks on me. Hard to say.

@bizwitch: @Banana330: Thanks for indulging me! I'm going to test in the am and see if I get a better result. This one was not my best shot.

@dc yoga bee: I do! It's really inbetween. I'll take one in the morning and if it's there should be a little more clear.

@Banana330: no clue. It's an unexpected thing.

Anyone else nearing AF but having crazy watery discharge?

@Eko: I remember it when I was pregnant last time. But I haven't had a real period since then (2yrs now) I had an IUD since birth so just occasional spotting and I only got it out last month.

@Banana330: my answer won't be super helpful, but I do remember this from when I was pregnant with LO. I feel like it was kind of like, milky/ewcm? That said I get some before AF comes too, but it is more just, watery? I hope it's a sign for you!

@Eko: @Revel: ya I've googled it and it seems it could be a normal thing before AF or I'm pregnant. I remember after my last bfp being super wet during pregnancy but can't be sure it was like that before. Maybe I'll test tomorrow just in case

@Banana330: Same here. I'm officially a crazy person.

With my BFP for DD I first saw it when I dug the test out of the trash so of course I'm now tempted to do that all day long...

@MrsF: I probably should too, but there are a lot of things I should probably do

@Eko: good luck this morning!

Holy cow!!! I think I actually O'd!!!! Ahh first time ever without Clomid!!! So... I think I'll test next Friday!!

@MrsBrewer: get out! Are you me?!? My cycle started 7/22, and I o'ed the 19th, and BD two days before O. And will be testing next Friday!