LO has been sick for ten days now. Took him to the dr this am and she said it could be a sinus infection and gave him an antibiotic. We fly cross country tomorrow.

I hate everything right now. I hate people who don't have to fly for Christmas. Who didn't have to spend $1300 on plane tickets. Who can get to their destination in one flight not three. Who don't have to drive an hour after they land. I hate the people who aren't flying witha sick kid. I hate the people who are going to hate us for flying with a sick kid.

I hate people who are single and posting all over Facebook about how they are spending the day baking and shopping and watching Christmas movies or how they slept in this morning. That's great. My husband and I took turns holding out baby until about 5am when he slept for three hours. I hate how my husband doesn't do well without sleep. I hate that my mom is always telling me how lucky I am and how jealous my sister is that I'm married and pregnant again. Because while yes, it is a blessing, there are times it is just hard and I wish I was on a beach in Mexico.

This just sucks. Sorry to be such a downer. And I don't really hate anyone. Too many times to type out strongly dislike though.