I feel like I have no where else to go and I guess I am asking for help.

As some of you may know I am a parent to a 14.5 month old, and expecting our next one in January.

DH and I have always had a good relationship. We of course had our ups and downs but it has made us better in the long run.

Well ever since having DD, my hormones have been very unbalanced. Along with the overwhelmingness of new parenthood, my mood would just change instantly. Once I became pregnant with #2, my moods became very out of control where some days I would need to just go lay in bed and cry. Well, I assumed it was just those initial fluctuations in hormones along with my old ones that were making it so difficult. And my doctor believed this was the case as well.

Well today, DH and I are fighting (like we seem to be doing a lot more these days) and he thinks I am always unhappy and negative. Well I was mad at him because he never communicates with me with what he is doing. He has a somewhat dangerous hobby and told him that he needs to inform me anytime he is doing it so I know where he is. He said thats fine. This isnt the first time that I had to bring this up to him. I am sure his friends know where he is more than i do and I feel its very disrespectful. It is to the point now that when I am having a hard day (emotionally) he is just colder to me and figure, oh great, here we go again. I told him that I really have no control over my emotions and could really just use support rather than attitude. He said its just too frustrating that he is living a happy life and I am so unhappy. He told md he doesnt look forward to coming home from work because he doesnt know what he will get.

I feel so angry, sad, frustrated, hurt etc. I am not an unhappy person. I do mostly love my life but there are just a few things that make me frustrated and with the rollercoaster of emotions, its really really hard to have him understand.

I feel at a really bad place in our marriage. I have no problems telling him how I feel and he does listen when I talk to him. AND he is a rockstar dad.

I guess what I am hoping is that others have been where I have been and can tell me that it gets better!