Charlie and Olive are awesome, and I'm so grateful that we have these two kids.

But I think about how much random things had to happen in order for us to conceive these two kids at the exact moment that we did... and the sheer randomness of life overwhelms me.

I love our kids so much, and their existence is so random. I struggle with that one sometimes. I would like to think that we are fated to have the kids that we have, but the reality is that there is a huge dose of chance in there.

Do you ever think about how different your life would be if you had a different child?