I've mentioned it in a few posts lately but.... I've been having major freak outs surrounding the fact that E is turning one next month. It feels like the year has absolutely flown by and everything is going way too quickly. I'm scared that its always going to go by this fast. I'm scared that I won't remember each stage that I love SO much while we're in it. I'm scared that the next thing I know E will be off to college and my mommy days will be over.

I try to let it motivate me to just enjoy every day with him and it does but then, once I'm having so much fun with him, it makes me even more sad that this won't last.

Does this ever stop??? How do you handle it? Any practical tips so I can leave behind this blubbering mess that I've become?

My youngest BIL just left home and my MIL is childless at home for the first time and she's absolutely heartbroken. It's scaring me to death!'