I've posted about a major move. And it's going to happen in 2018.

We returned 10 days ago from where we will be moving, and we were there for three weeks. We house hunted, and spent amazing time with family and we were really down about heading back halfway across country to our current home.

Since arriving back I have been grouchy, and just down. No motivation to work out, eating too much, and just feel that anything here is really pointless and just feel I am waiting to leave.

Hopefully back to school on Tuesday (for DH and my oldest) will help shed some mood (I think his grump about going back has a bit of impact too)

Has anyone experienced this? I don't want to wish time away. I am home with the kids including my last baby. I just can't self talk my way through this. Just gah. It doesn't make sense to leave sooner, waiting makes sense for a zillion reasons, but the world is nottttt going to want to deal with me like this for 6-11 months! Any reading, tips or thoughts.....welcome. My DH has supported with "just shake it" and I can't.