My husband and I decided to celebrate our anniversary & leave our son with a trusted friend overnight. It's my first time being away from him for so long (he's 13 months) and I'm not thrilled. It was fun for a few hours, but now I'm just kinda sad (maybe its this pumping break I'm forced to take).

I thought I'd love the return to being "kid free", but I don't really. I'm not even sure I'll enjoy getting a full night's sleep - I think I'll be jealous that someone else gets to cuddle him during his night wake ups (and there are, ahem, quite a few).

Did anyone else feel this way there first time away from their baby? Does it go away? Or am I just a weirdo?