Last night I got a text from an old friend. We use to be close but now not so much, we were both in a mutual friends wedding a few weeks back and she told us that she and her DH were going to be TTC. We chatted a bit and I mentioned we were having issues and that was that. Well she got pregnant on the first try and decided to text to tell me that she "might" be. I asked if she tested and she said yes, twice. I said well those dont lie you are, congrats. I ended up crying for 20 minutes. It's not that I'm not happy for her, I'm glad she will never experience this hell, but seriously that makes 6 babies I know of that were conceived the first time trying. Wth is wrong with me that I can't make it happen in 12 months? I'm just so frustrated and mad at my body.

End vent.