LO is 5 weeks and just slept four hrs for the first time. I can't even enjoy it because I'm worried I just didnt hear him earlier. That said he wasn't even really crying this time, just woke up to him waking up and fussing. I would know if he had needed me right? Our house is tiny, his room is right next door. And the monitor was on.

Maybe this ramble sounds ridiculous, I just can't believe it. And DH is traveling + I am the heaviest sleeper ever + extremely exhausted.