I have had a bad week.
I've been sick forever (like two full weeks), my grandparents were sick and my grandpa was in the hospital for several days (so stressful!), my parents are in Canada for my sister's grad (which I'm missing) so they can't help me, my DH has been working 12 hour days and can't get off work, and Vi got sick day before yesterday.

Her being sick for the first time was so stressful. When she got a fever, I was so scared that I burst into tears. She's doing better now, but it seems like she's regressed in every possible way.

She doesn't sleep (she was a champion sleeper until now) unless she's in my arms and I'm walking. I paced the house with her in the sling until 5am yesterday. It's 2:54am now and I just got her down 20 minutes ago. Her latch (which has always been perfect) is all screwy. It's like she forgot how to nurse.

I'm super behind on everything. So stressed.

So now that I finally have a moment and an appetite what do I do? Eat some nourishing soup and catch up on work? No.

How about gobble up a whole freaking pint of malted milk ice cream, followed by a bowl of strawberry cheesecake ice cream, while watching House Hunters. I need help. I've lost all self control and judgement. Someone save me.