And I feel so ambivalent about it...mostly sad, but a little relieved. D turned 11 months this weekend. I EP'd the entire time although he's been getting 50% formula since 4 months because of his reflux. I have enough frozen milk to get through two maybe three months, but I don't have enough to get to one year adjusted in January (he was born at 25 weeks). I dropped to one pump about 3 weeks ago so that I didn't have to pump at work when I went back to school (HS teacher). Lately I've only been getting about 3 ounces and it takes nearly an hour including lots of hand-expressing to get it. I have dry patches on each side where my thins squeeze!

I've been preparing for this for awhile, but didn't know that to iffy was the night until it was... :/.