Well, I thought I was out on Saturday because I had some brown spotting. That was the day my period was due. Still hasn't started. I felt like I had so many signs of pregnancy that I experienced with my daughter. I was almost certain today when I took a FRER that it would be positive. It was stark white and a giant BFN. I am surprised at how sad I am. Crying. Confused. I'm 38 and had fertility struggles the first time around. I just don't know if I can handle this again. It's so so so hard. And DH just says "whatever is meant to happen will happen." Ugh!m

ETA - I'm 15-16 DPO