Not sure where else to put this.

My dad has been battling Hodgkin's lymphoma for the past 8 months. Stem cell replacement in January went well. Thought he was on his way to recovery. About 3 weeks ago he started complaining about a feeling in his throat and 2 weeks ago it got so bad that he couldn't eat or drink anything. They did an mri scan of his brain and spinal tap today. He has lots of little tumours in his brain and the Hodgkin's is back.

Frankly, I'm a mess. I cried all evening, managed to get a few hours sleep and woke up thinking it was a dream. Can't get back to sleep now.

I'm going to visit him tomorrow and bring L because he hasn't seen him through this whole process since we have been trying to keep him away from kids in order to protect his immunity. Now I don't know how long we have left with him.