Okay I'm a regular bee going anon for this post.

I will try to make this as short as possible. "Jane" and I have been friends for 10+ years. We were each others maids of honor in our weddings, we have been there for the first birth of each other's children, you get the idea. Very close but also both equally stubborn and fought like sisters but loved each other just as much.

Jane always would make digs here and there, which I was use to but as we got older (we were friends since childhood) the digs felt more like she was trying to put me down more than anything. An example was when I was house hunting a few years back, she made a comment of having my children living in a broom cabinet. In short, I felt like everything I was excited about she had something negative to add. Given this is who she is, I was use to it. It didn't take away from the fact that she was my best friend. It just was a little annoying because we were older and these were life changing moments it wasn't like she was commenting on which shirt I should get from Forever21. If that makes sense.

We stopped speaking back in March but I reached out in July. And things seemed fine until she was just standoffish. We planned for a girls night and I couldn't make it so I texted letting her know and I didn't get a response and I never heard from her ever again. Until August when she sent a "wrong text" to me. I was in the middle for getting ready for my family vacation so I never texted her back to let her know that she texted the wrong person.

I miss my friend. I'm hurt by the shadiest and how easy it seemed for her to not talk to me. I don't know if it's her just being stubborn and letting her pride get in the way or if she really just doesn't care. It feels so weird being pregnant and not having my best friend there. I want to reach out but I'm fearful that it will end badly.

Any thoughts? Should I reach out or not?