I got my BFP on Wednesday night. It's Saturday night, and I have been bleeding all day... dark red blood... lots of clots. I had light pink mucus yesterday. It's a miscarriage.. my first. I made an appointment with the OB yesterday. I have to cancel. Today I had to pretend that I was perfectly fine, but I'm crying inside. It hurts so much. I dread going to the bathroom to see more blood.

I'm trying to be optimistic. I have a beautiful and healthy 13 month old. He is the love of my life. My husband is great to me and has been so supportive. I am very grateful for my family.

But... it still hurts. I want to crawl into bed and stay there for a few days. I was about to announce my BFP on Hellobee a few days ago. I guess it was better that I didn't.

How do you get through the rough times?