I posted recently about finding out that one of my cousins is due the same month I would have been with my second (lost) pregnancy, in additon to the cousin that's due 2 weeks after my first should have been due. I blocked them on fb for my own sanity, and planned to basically not see them at all until I was emotionally ready.

Well, I'm visiting my dad/stepmom/siblings this weekend, and they just announced we're having my grandfather's birthday (or possibly a surprise birthday party for me, based on something my stepmom accidentally said) tonight. And those cousins will be there. I can NOT get out of this, so I just need some moral support to get through it. I can barely think about seeing them without bursting into tears, so I have no idea how I'm going to do this.

ETA- This doesn't just have to be hugs and support. Post a cute picture of you dog. Tell a joke. Anything to help me stay calm and distracted from overthinking/feeling.