I'm not in a holiday mood at all and it's bumming me - and DH - out. Normally I get so excited for Christmas, but I just am not and there's no particular reason. I keep thinking, we'll go to my dad's tomorrow and open presents, then open our presents on Christmas and have a nice dinner (I'm making chateaubriand) and then it'll be over. It seems anticlimactic and lame.

I'm also going through a phase, 6 weeks to my due date, where I'm suddenly gripped with terror about being a parent, our lives changing, and the possibility that I'll be too overwhelmed and hate our LO. So that's probably playing into my lack of excitement.

All day DH has been practically demanding I be in a better mood and acting annoyed that I'm not, so that also doesn't help.

So... Anybody else? Any other comments about the "holy shit wait no I can't be a parent" phase? Wanna try getting me in more of a holiday mood?