As some of you may know about me, my TTC efforts have been at a standstill for months. In the near 11 months we've been trying, I've only ovulated twice (thanks to Clomid). One was at the end of a 140 day cycle. I am beyond sick of waiting (waiting to see a doctor, then another doctor, then testing, then results to come back, ectectect all while not even having a chance of conceiving in the meantime). Recently my RE finally diagnosed me with PCOS (From my first doctor's appointment it took 7 months just to be diagnosed. Don't even get me started on the mistakes some of those doctors have made along the way) so I was very much looking forward to starting my first monitored cycle in December. Finally, a chance!!

Due to clinic closings over the holidays, if I do not start AF before December 6th, I need to wait until January to start treatment... I REALLY don't want to have to wait ANOTHER damn month.

So yesterday I called my RE to schedule an appointment to get blood drawn (to make sure I am not pregnant) before prescribing me with Provera to induce my period (I never get it on my own). I was thinking I'd start it mid next week sometime, then take it for the prescribed 10 days and hopefully get my period before December 6th (we're already cutting it close considering it can take 2 weeks to get your period after finishing Provera.

Well they called me back today telling me that they will not prescribe me Provera until I get the results back that I am immune to Rubella. To sum it up, nearly a month ago I was told I was not immune to Rubella so I needed to get the vaccine, which I did. Then I was told I needed to wait 4 weeks before trying to conceive (hah) and then have my blood drawn again to confirm immunity (They were originally not even going to diagnose me before that but my DH spoke to them). I can't get that test until November 22nd at the earliest (That's when 4 weeks is up) and even then the results for that test won't be back for another 2 weeks, meaning there is no way I'd make it in before December 6th.

I don't get it. A few weeks ago when I was diagnosed my RE told me I could start treatment as long as that 4 week buffer was up. There is no way I'm going to end up pregnant before the 4 weeks are up considering it will take at least a week and a half just to get my period.

What will they do if the results come back showing I am not immune to Rubella after getting the vaccine? Tell me I can't have kids?

DH and I are going in tomorrow morning to have a chat with them.

I'm just so frustrated and the idea of having to wait more time kills me. This just feels like a constant uphill battle with everything, including doctors, fighting against me.