So DD and I have been sick all week, we were even pretty sure she had pertussis at one point, it was that bad. So I had to cancel my "sprinkle" for tomorrow so we don't get anyone sick. I didn't think I would care so much. I really didn't even want one in the first place but I am so bummed. I'm actually crying and I don't really know why. I don't feel like rescheduling and trying to get something else together because we have so much going on/to do before baby #2 gets here and getting ready for our move across the country. But maybe I'm just being hormonal and irrational. Who knows. Anyways, just wanted to vent.