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Thank you all so much. Reading your kind words has really helped. This truly is the hardest thing I've ever been through. I've definitely been going through the stages of grief- yesterday was anger and that was a hard one.

My husband and I are getting through it though. It has definitely brought us closer together. We deal with things in such different ways that I was scared we would, in a way, grow farther apart. But that definitely is not the case, which I'm so thankful for.

We are choosing to believe that our baby is up there waiting for another chance. This time, his/her body wasn't perfect, so he/she is just waiting for the perfect body to come along. Then, we'll all be blessed with another chance.

There are so many women in my life that have been through this, some I knew about and some I didn't. I feel like I have a huge support system, especially with my fellow HB friends. My doctor has been extremely helpful and I feel thankful that she's the one caring for me. I just wanted to say thanks again and I can't wait to be back here!