DS is almost 5. He is getting super moody and defiant because he's home all day with noone to play with except his dad - who is disabled. Of course he won't be able to have a birthday party.

I'm trying to work and the 2 of them are constantly bickering or my kid is melting down. I can't get anything done because I'm so worried and distracted. I try to take breaks to engage them but I don't have the energy or time to do structured activities for DS.

He probably won't be able to go back to preschool or see his friends again. I'm feeling super guilty right now that he's an only child. My brother is going to be laid off from his teaching job so he's going to start coming over to watch DS starting in May, but right now I feel like I'm drowning.

I have so much work to do and I can't focus for shit. I'm failing at everything. I just want to quit.