E has orbital cellulitis (basically an infection in the skin around her left eye). This means three times a day for the next ten days, I'm having to force 3.7 ml of anyibiotics down her throat as well as applying an eye cream. I feel like I am torturing her- it's fortunate that she's gone down for a nap immediately after both times I've done it so far because I dissolve into a sobbing mess afterwards. I don't want her to hare me or be scared of me. Any help is appreciated.