I said it some where that I was strongly considering taking a break from TTC & was currently taking a mental break from it. That in a few weeks when O would be approaching that I would probably change my mind. Well O should happen a week from today & I told DH last night to rest up so we can start DTD next week. Even as I said it I questioned it.

Having kids is our long term goal and whether we get pregnant this month or a few years from now it won't matter if we do the deed this month or next. Then there is the part of me that says DONT. MISS. A. CYCLE. Its taken this long who knows how much longer it will take. Then again maybe its God's plan we skip a cycle.

UGH the mind games we play with ourselves! I'm sure come next week Ill be all about timing and obsessed with TTC again. For now I'm going to go get a donut & some coffee. Thanks for the Donut or Dougnut post earlier lol.