Anyone out there successfully get pregnant/have a baby with a severe anxiety disorder?

I've always had bouts of anxiety, and suffered from a panic disorder for several years (it comes and goes).

When we were TTC DS, I was in a "good" place and my anxiety was at a low point. Now that we're TTC#2 and I've suffered a loss a few months ago, my anxiety is at an all time high....on top of the fact that I had some extreme PPA that never fully went away. It's really bad.

As I'm sitting here at work, it feels like I can't breathe, my chest is tight, and my stomach is in knots. I feel like this most of the time. I meditate daily and go to acupuncture weekly, which helps in the moment but once it's over, I'm back to the way I felt before.

I'm worried that this amount of stress/anxiety is going to affect our ability to conceive again. I keep reading things like "once you stop worrying, it'll happen"....and I'm thinking, I haven't stopped worrying since birth lol. Just wondering if I'm alone in this.....