No.. I'm not pregnant

I am starting daycare for my friend in a little over a month, C will be 12 months almost exactly and the little baby will be 8 weeks. I am sooo nervous. It just hit me as I met the 10 day old baby last night and brought C with me! I'm only watching him for spring/summer until their daycare has an opening (August). But now the reality of watching two kids within a year of each other is setting in. I'm starting to think about simple tasks: dinner, other meals, nap times (Cobi has a set routine - how do I do that with a baby), keeping the house semi-clean (aka livable), feeding times for each of them, clean up etc...

Cobi is a great kid - but he's had my attention for a year and he's used to it. In addition there are other tasks that seem trivial now that will be a challenge with another one: feeding him breakfast/lunch, he is BLW but the cleanup is insane. Nap routine: he always has books and then we nurse - what if the little baby is crying or needs attention at that moment? How do I choose which child to attend to if they both need me?

etc etc..

tips? insight? support? relatable stories?