I'm 5.5 months post partum and while I'm trying not to care too much that I'm still carrying 12-15lbs of pregnancy weight, I cut myself some slack because hello, I had a baby. So, suck it, self-esteem!

But then going bathing suit shopping today totally zapped me of any confidence. Why does fitting room lighting and tight bathing suits make me looks so gross? I told the hubs that I'll be happy sunbathing in Florida wearing a snowsuit.

Pity party anyone? (I'm not really that sad...Just feeling blah).