I'm so completely devastated to tell you all that we just found out that our miracle second baby is no more. Today at a routine 11 week OB appointment, we saw our beautiful and perfect baby - but with no heartbeat. Can't even begin to process what happens now, but my heart has broken into what feels like a million shattered pieces.

OB recommending a d&c tomorrow. I can't even fathom this - I'm a week away from sharing the happy news, and now we're planning this. I feel so completely useless.