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I his thread I said I was (and am!) happy on the whole, but my 'sad' thing right now is that LO is coming down with a nasty cold and I hate seeing my poor girl sick.

I am unhappy with my job/career. I want to transition to do writing & communications for a non-profit that serves women/girls and/or youth. I'm leaving my job at the end of March (don't have a current position lined up) and need to find a job by the end of August.

I am unhappy with the high cost of living in New York City and the quality of life I would like to provide LO...and DH doesn't want to leave because he's tenured and loves NY.

I mentioned it in mrbee's post, but I am always stressed about money. I feel like once we get caught up or break even, something happens. It's always something. I stress more about money than I do about anything else. We always manage to pay our bills each month but there is never a lot of extra. I guess that's the sacrifice we make because I am a SAHM....we don't have two incomes so it's harder. My poor DH works 2 jobs, and also does recording on the side. He never complains. I really miss him though, he is always gone and we haven't been on a date in months. If we do go out and do something it's not together, it's with friends, separately. Sigh. We really need to make a point to go on a date so our relationship doesn't get pushed to the back burner. Whew, thanks for letting me let that all out

@Thehistoryofus: I know the feeling...can you get out and do something fun for yourself?
@MaisyMay: yikes, yeah bills are no fun, luckily it wasn't a c-section!

@Bao: I'm sorry. I feel the same way about a date night. It is parenting, work...rinse & repeat!

Hmm several things probably. Been nauseous almost everyday for almost a year, my normal anxiety, my cat is sick, dhs birthday is ruined, I want a baby.

In general I am really happ and loving being a mum. But a few things I'm sad about is DH is out of work and we desperately need him to find another job to secure our work permits to stay in Canada. We need to stay here as our 10-week-old is having treatment for hip dysplasia, we don't want to transfer her care to another country. I was very upset about her going in a Pavlik harness but now she's in it I'm so proud of her and the way she's coping. Hopefully that will all have a happy ending, fingers crossed.

Lol I already vomited everything out over on that thread. I'm just in a very unhappy space right now and can't see the forest for the trees.

Im stressed about$$$
Rent is so expensive here ($1500) and im on maternity leave, unpaid.

Im hoping to SAH but its going to be sooo tight.

Also really really upset at someone for drunk driving the first week i was out of the hospital.

@mrsjazz: What's your ideal non profit? We should talk!

My grandfather is in the hospital with kidney issues. Work is totally sucking, I'm working with idiots. And I'm not pregnant and have only ovulated once since stopping BC in Sept.

@MrsTiz: hugs!

1. Hate where we live.
2. We are having a tough time selling our house, might consider renting it out.
3. Soon, I'll start my job (which I'm excited about) in a town an hour away. LO and I will only see DH on the weekends and maybe an occasional week night until we move.(not so excited about)
4. finances
5. Also having a tough time selling our SUV.

money. it's always money.

Breastfeeding or rather our ongoing issues are making me unhappy, we've battled no milk and a hungry, ragey baby for her first week of life, a bad latch, lip and tongue tie, two months of thrush for both of us and now at almost fourteen weeks A's latch has gone bad again! I just can't catch a break...

I'm unhappy with my body and feel so stuck when it comes to losing weight and keeping it off. I'm unhappy that the Army doesn't pay us enough to live here and we're so tight on money. I'm unhappy with the housing we're in. I'm incredible homesick and it makes me crabby.

I'm unhappy being a SAHM. I'm worried about what we're going to do in a year when DH leaves the military. I'm unhappy with my post-baby body (although its getting better).

Ok, since you asked.

I apologize in advance, I'm having a rough month.

I unhappy that I am still not getting my BFP after month 11 or it might be month 12. Then yesterday, I realized that although I might be only on month 11/12, we actually started our NTNT/. TTC journey 2 years and 2 months ago! I only counted the months where I was actually in a TWW. Ugh!! Why can't I get pregnant? Why can all of my friends get pregnant and I can't? Why are all of them due in July? I keep giving myself deadlines like, 'oh, friend X just got married, lets hope I get pregnant before they do. Of course, nope, it doesn't happen. I know I sound bitter but I'm not mad at the actual pregnant women. I'm mad that god (actually I'm rather annoyed at god, too) has decided to make my journey to have a family so hard. What is he waiting for? My DH's health isn't that good. We both want a family now. Why wait? Yeah, if life were perfect, my husband would be cured and all would be well.
Then that's the other thing, the freaking dr told me at my last visit that it's probably not my DH's fault on why we are having trouble. That it could be me?? Well, WTF! All of my tests have come back normal and I think I pretty healthy.
Thanks to HBers, they have suggested that I go get a second opinion at another fertility clinic. It's a good idea but I am a little bummed that I don't want to start the who process over again.

Well, thanks for letting me get that all out. I apologize for sounded bitter, frustrated, and angry.