Ok, so we were team green with our son. We would like to be team green again with this baby.
But here is my hold up...
I have had recurrent nightmares the last couple weeks that my husband dies in the line of duty when I'm about 7 months pregnant. He ends up never knowing what/who his last child is...
It is consuming me when it comes to mind. Like it's not debilitating, but it brings the chances of a LODD to the forefront. He's been through 1 shooting, and the anniversary is months off, so I don't think that is the trigger to this.
I would love to wait to find out, I'm just low key stressing.