So my LO is 4 months old and I am going insane here.

I belong to another mommy board and it seems like everyone there is always complaining about how much they want to be SAHMs. I would trade so they could get their way, I really would!

I am finally applying for jobs today. I have to get over the guilt of "leaving" her and just do it. I know that mentally, I'll be in a better place for both of us and that we'll maximize our time together as much as possible. I love being with her, but I can't stand being home all day.

Please, please tell me I'm not the only one. The guilt is the only thing that's been holding me back and I just want to know that it's normal to still want a career and time with my daughter.