So I've had a rough week. My LO had really bad croup (we went to the ER this weekend bc her chest was retracting from difficultly breathing - she got the breathing treatment and steroid shot). It's day 4 and she's finally on the mend.

I don't want her to get any other kids sick so we are staying home pretty much all day. The sun was out today so I decided to walk around the neighborhood a little (to the mailbox and back) so she could get some fresh air and get a change of scenery. This was around noon when the mailman comes so no other kids are out and about.

As we are walking I see an unfamiliar dog walking around down the street with no one nearby. There are tons of dogs in our neighborhood but nobody ever has their dog running loose on the street unsupervised. My LO loves dogs but my heart sank when I saw it was a pit bull. I know these dogs unfairly have a bad reputation and many of them can be such sweet dogs (my friend has a pit bull rescue) but I can't but help feel nervous and scared when I see one unsupervised.

I scooped up my LO and turned around and started waking home. The dog saw us and started following us home. I can't help but start shaking but trying to stay calm and firmly telling the dog to "go home." The dog is jumping on me and LO and actually super friendly but I can't help but feel scared with it just being me and LO. The dog is literally jumping on me the whole walk home and I'm trying to figure out how to get in my house without this dog. Fortunately my neighbor drove by and distracted the dog from her car so I could get inside.

Nothing happened and the dog was actually friendly but I was so scared for some reason. I think being a parent and having a child completely changes you. I find myself scared of things now that didn't really bother me before parenthood. Honestly, I felt like I was going to have a nervous breakdown from a friendly dog. If it wasn't a pit bull I think I wouldn't have been as frightened

ETA: and now I'm feeling nervous about going for a walk with LO by myself. I hate feeling like this. I love walking around my neighborhood