I'm feeling pretty down at the moment. LO started daycare just over a month ago and it's been cold after cold. I know it's typical but I didn't realize how lonely it would be. I feel like I haven't left the house except to work in the past month either because LO is sick or I am and I don't want to spread it to anyone.

Today DH, LO, and I were feeling good so we took the rare opportunity to visit some friends. By the car ride home LO had diarrhea and a fever of 102f. Now I feel like crap for exposing my friend's baby and feeling like I'll never get to socialize again.