Its taking everything I have to keep it together right now!
I just got news I NEVER imagined I would get. To explain, I am a government contractor. I work for a company who is hired by the Gov. More specifically the Military. My company has been doing "my job" for years...never had any competion for the job. Companmies can "bid" to get the job for the Military with what they can "offer" and for how much. We just learned my company LOST the contract. We never would have expected this. Not out of too much confidence but the fact that not many can do what we do.
I am out of a job in December...right before the Holidays, and one month before baby is due.
I know you all cant do anything. I just needed to vent. Trying so hard not to cry in front of about 15 men in uniform right now.