Hey ladies! Well I am back. I stepped away for awhile as I was really struggling with recent life events. Not that I didnt miss all of you! : )

It was just hard for me to be around everything baby when I was taking in the news of DH being gone for 1.5 yrs in Afghanistan and our TTC and adding to our family was pushed off yet again. Well last week big news came in. DH's orders to Afghanistan were cancelled. We were instantly worried, because before his choices were there for 1.5 yrs or overseas for 3 yrs w/o me. Well, I want to believe that things happen for a reason and that this will all work out. We are praying so hard that he can take orders somewhere HERE and should find out in about 2 weeks. But we recently found out that it really had to have happened for a reason that they got cancelled. Wednesday morning I took a test...we were not trying as we at that time thought he was still leaving. Things really must happen for a reason. Three times I POAS Wed and all three posative. I still cant believe it!