I started Zoloft a few months ago to help with depressive thoughts and it's been really good as far as that goes- I'm much more relaxed and happy, able to be present with my kids and engage, don't think about death all the time or have days where I feel nothing at all.

However I really don't think about my son who was stillborn almost 3 years ago anymore. It's definitely changed since I started the meds. I keep pictures of him around and try to think about him but it just feels very... detached. I'm sure part of it is more time has gone by since he died, but still.

Should I consider going off the meds so I can FEEL him again? I know I need to be present for my living children, but I don't want to feel like he's being erased. Has anyone else ever experienced this?