I am fuuuuuming mad right now.

And I want to just yell and scream that I am on strike.

...but...

We are supposed to be going camping to meet up with my husband's whole family this weekend. We have never camped with our girls.

I have spent every &*(#^(ing waking moment this week trying to get organized and prepared.

And I don't want to do any more. I don't want to help. I don't want to go. I don't wannnnt to!

Should I grow up and go? Or should I pack them up and enjoy the alone time, knowing that everyone will likely be mad at me, but I will be much happier?