I don't even know what category to put this under. So I have been on summer vacation since mid-June and got back to work next week. This morning I had a meeting at 8, do DS and I got back into the routine of early wake up, I get ready, then get him ready, then head out the door to daycare and I go to work. DH lives/works out of town during the week, so this is what we're used to since he was born.

Well...DS has had "emerging ear infections" so he's been on antibiotics. (Am I making up excuses for his MOTW that is KILLING ME!) He was up at 1145, 3 and 630...and it just made me realize even more how i HAVE TO GET HIM SLEEPING at night before I go back to work! Seriously, I am having so much anxiety about it because I am sooooo tired right now! When I got up with him at 345, I couldn't fall back asleep and stayed up until about 600.

I literally don't know what to do! I don't have a problem with him going down to sleep at night, but the wake ups during the middle of the night are killer! He's 11 months old (almost) and will just stand up in his crib and cry and cry in the middle of the night so I go in to nurse.

Really more of a vent...but I am starting to get soooo freaked out about going back to work in a week with a baby who isn't sleeping at night AND another one on the way!!