On Thursday at 11:38 am I got the call from daycare that no mom ever wants to get - my only LO (12 mo) had stopped breathing, turned blue and required CPR. They were able to revive her with 2 minutes of CPR, and she's essentially made a full recovery. We spent the night in the hospital getting an MRI, EEG, EKG and a crap ton of lab work which was all negative.

I was pretty ok yesterday, but today has been really rough. I keep looking at her and my mind flashes to her in a coffin, thoughts of us planning her funeral instead of enjoying the petting zoo today...

I know this is a pretty extreme scenario, but I was wondering if anyone has any experience going through something like this, and could share some insight into how you cope and move on.


(my LO on her 1st birthday 2 weeks ago)