This is going to sound bad, but I keep hoping that I won't find a new job and I'll get to stay home with my LO. I'm leaving my job at the beginning of April and DH and I are trying to save my severance package and live off of his salary until I find a new job.

This doesn't make sense financially and I am actively sending out my resume and networking BUT there's a little voice in the back of my head saying "Stay home!"

What's your secret?