Not sure if this is the right place to post, so feel free to move it where it's more applicable. 

I feel like I'm just missing the mark with one of my dearest friends, lately. We've been tight for well over a decade, often going through major life milestones (the good and the bad), alongside each other. Last year, at slightly different times, we both decided we'd like to add a second child to our family. While she got lucky, right away, I, well, I'm still here and not pregnant. I experienced a CP recently, so I've admittedly been in a bit of a funk, on that front.

Back when I initially found out my friend was pregnant, I was truly ecstatic for her; sent a card and flowers. We live several hours apart, but chat almost daily. Lately? Not as much, and it sucks. Several times, my friend has asked me if I was *sure* I was excited for her, or if I was just feeling resentful. It caught me off guard, but I reiterated that I was indeed happy, but also wished I was in her position.

I guess I just feel like her expectations of me, at this time, are a little higher than I can manage, on the daily. She is constantly saying things along the lines that being pregnant the second time is rough because no one is giddy about it, and you don't get that extra attention. I'm really trying my best to ask about her pregnancy, how the new nursery is coming along, how she's feeling - trying to show I really care. But I feel like sometimes, the conversation just revolves around her and how she needs this pregnancy to be special, and my situation is a mere afterthought, or just ignored. 

Of course, I recognize that I could be, and likely am, overly sensitive around the issue of pregnancy. We want this so badly, and it's tough to be patient and hopeful, all the time. However, I also want to be a good and supportive friend, despite all of that. I would love some advice on how to manage that.  

Has anyone been in this position before? Did you get past it, and resume the friendship, as before? I don't want something as wonderful as a new baby to be a wedge, between us.

Thanks, in advance.