DS is a tubie due to a paralyzed vocal cord from heart surgery at 5 days old. Last ENT visit showed while his vocal cord was sluggish but moving so we are going for swallow study #3 tomorrow. I need some good vibes sent my way. I am so nervous.

He just finished a bottle (practicing with doc's consent) with a #1 nipple and choked a little, but he was mostly asleep and I wasn't doing a very good job pulling the bottle out when he stopped sucking. He seems okay on an ultra preemie nipple so hopefully he will pass with that tomorrow.

Sorry, I ramble when I am nervous/anxious.