I wasn't sure where to put this so I just added to general pregnancy.

I am 15 weeks pregnant with lo#2 after an early cp loss a couple of months prior to this pregnancy.

I think most days I am past the early first trimester weeks of worry that taunted me internally for a while. Some days I don't feel pregnant aside from the lingering nausea.

I think Im starting to feel flutters and when I use the doppler it rings it home for me that I am indeed pregnant. Yet most days I feel disconnected, even though I'm more consciously trying to enjoy every week of this much desired pregnancy/baby instead of wishing it away like I did in my first time mom eagerness to meet baby.

Whether it's being a second time mom or pregnant after loss, I'm not sure which is affecting me. Jw when you felt emotionally connected to the baby/pregnancy?

I will say that even w my pregnancy w dS it didn't really click for me until well after the anatomy scan, however, I wasn't plagued w worry and the conscious "don't get your hopes up" attitude I carried w me through first trimester this time.