*sigh* things are not going well here. Baby girl has lost an unacceptable amount of weight and has become really jaundiced. They are letting us keep her in the room for right now but are threatening to send her to the NICU. She hates being under the lights and screams almost every second. They made me start pumping (even though there isn't anything to pump) and giving her formula so sad and frustrated and just want her to be okay.

I know her life isn't in danger but I am so sad that I'm not helping her get enough liquids and that she is so unhappy and I can't even hold her because she has to stay under the lights I am terrified she will end up in the NICU because things are declining so rapidly.

Can the hive spare some happy thoughts?