I don't know if it's pregnany hormones, stress, lack of patience, lack of sleep, being sick, a combination of all of the above, or if I'm just becoming a mean person, but I feel so wicked lately
Everything, and I mean EVERYTHING drives me crazy and I just don't want to deal with it.
For example, this morning I got a text at 4am from a college friend. We never hang out, I'm not even really sure why she has my number, but she wanted a favor. I clicked ignore. Before, I feel like I probably would've asked her what she needed, but I was just like yeah, don't care, it's 4am, why is someone texting me? It'd definitely be different if we were closer, but she's really the kind of person who comes around when she needs something. She continued to send me texts, asking if I was awake, and finally I responded to see what she wanted after I'd gotten up to get ready for work. Her boyfriend had been arrested for DUI and she needed someone to take her across town to pick up her car. She was on my end of town but her car was on the opposite end of town. I completely lied and said that I'd already left the house for work (I probably wouldn't have had time to go across town and make it to work in time and didn't want to have her try to convince me otherwise, I have to keep my job, I have a kid on the way! Plus, it was snowy and icy out, so I had zero desire to be out on the roads for a moment longer than I absolutely had to, to get to work)
But the whole thing just made me feel like a mean person, looking back on it.
Do you feel like a meaner person when you're pregnant? I really hope I regain some of my patience and friendliness (and patience!) after LO comes!