My husband and I are planning to try for baby no 1 this summer, and I don't know if anyone else out there has felt this, but I'm so type A, and just feel kind of lost without the ability to even do basic planning about how the next 12 months of my life are going to go. I work full time and I'm in grad school (and will be until well after baby) so when I deliver has a huge impact on my mid-range planning, not to mention I'm pretty sure that working full time, taking classes, and growing a tiny human all at once will be hugely draining, so will I even be able to keep up with my coursework next fall/spring? It's all very frustrating for someone who usually has a plan for just about everything, and I don't really feel like I can talk to people at work/school about it now because it's all hypothetical, so there's an extra element of isolation. I don't know if anyone else has dealt with this sort of stuff and can offer advice on how they managed, but it kind of feels impossible right now.