I feel ridiculous but I don't feel like I belong in a loss board or anything. After all my loss was just a chemical pregnancy. Although I am almost 8 weeks pregnant I am finding it hard to celebrate this pregnancy. I am so fearful of another loss and find myself grieving at night when I'm the only one awake. I feel bad that I can't celebrate this rainbow the way i should but I didn't think I would still be grieving once I got pregnant again. When did you finally feel able to celebrate a pregnancy after you experienced a loss?