I have been cancer free for 7 years. However, today I got some scary news that some of my routine tests "showed something abnormal". I am trying to stay positive and hope that the follow up tests will show nothing, but it's very difficult.

I keep thinking about what my husband and boys will do if something is really wrong. Last time I was young and naive when I was diagnosed, this time I have so much more to lose.

I haven't told any of my family and friends (for the few that know me IRL please keep here) and I'm just waiting for results. I could use some encouragement.