Hi, I'm a longtime lurker but this is my first post. I've learned a lot from the boards and have found this to be a really supportive place--so thank you to all of the regular posters!

I'm struggling today because I found out I have gestational diabetes. I have no risk factors, other than being over 30, and I am going back and forth between thinking this is really unfair and feeling that I brought it on myself. My weight has always been normal but I haven't always had the best diet and exercise habits. I started running a few years ago and ran a half marathon right before I found out I was pregnant, but I stopped running because I was nervous during the first trimester (I had a miscarriage a few months earlier). Now I wish I had kept up running and hadn't developed such a regular ice cream habit.

I don't have a specific question. I've looked through the boards and a lot of what I've seen is encouraging--but I guess I'm just looking for a little additional reassurance and support. So please share if you've been here and somehow got through it with a healthy baby in the end, and have some words of wisdom on coping with the fear and anxiety.