So as of right now, I have a max of 17 days until I meet my sons! I have to admit, I'm TOTALLY freaked out by that notion! It's 2 am here and the thought keeps rolling through my mind, so it's obviously one of the reasons I can't sleep right now. I've been anxious about the boys' arrival and infancy for quite a while now, but DH is now nervous too and normally he's the cool, calm, and collected one. Having both of us freaking out hasn't been the greatest feeling!

I think one of the things on my mind is how uncertain everyone is regarding the labor and delivery of these boys. Sure, I have a list of "birth preferences", but that can so easily go out the window. I'm a Type A girl who always has a plan and then a few back up plans. These boys are the first thing that have really kept me from having a true plan in place! It's going to take some getting used to!

And don't get me started on the care of TWO newborns! lol

How do you get past these jittery feelings? Or do you just embrace them and hang on for the ride?